Back in the Line

Assalamu'alaikum w.b.t. and good day.

It is weird but yeah, I am here again to pour the overloaded poetic feelings and words onto my wailing wall.

Life is getting way complicated than what it seems in reality.

All those bricks and holes, bash and fall

Ah, it hurts a lot!

I am a firm believer of writing as a form of expression whereby I can pour my loud mind silently into words and publish them silently in this cute blog of mine. Irony? Yes, it is.

As you can see, my writings are mostly of feelings. Why? That is because feeling is something that comes sincerely from your  heart. On the other hand, writing is a form of expression, as mentioned above, thus, writing also comes from the heart. When I write passionately, those words are words of the heart and are sincerely formed. How can you ever deny anything that comes from the heart?

One beat of the heart is another second of life.

If you ever feel so sad, so broken and crushed inside, please create a blog and say whatever you want to say in it. It will save you from a hell of regrets. I can guarantee that!

If you also feel so happy but you are lonely because nobody is willing to lend their ears to listen to your story, it's alright love. You can simply create a blog and share your stories. One day, people will find your happy stories and share it with others. Or maybe your stories could make them happy! Isn't that great? You have enlighten someone's life! Yeayyy! *smile*

My writings are a mixture of happy and sad. And a bit of complaining. Well, hey, nobody is perfect, right? At least I did not hurt anyone!

Life is like a roller coaster. There are ups and downs. I managed to survive up til now by writing on my wailing wall or draw aimlessly on piece of paper. Just to vent out the loads on me.

I hope everyone is good and I pray for your happiness too. Enjoy your life yea. :)

Sweet lil Miss Felly    xxx

Bicara Kata

Bercerita tentang hari-harimu
Aku hanya tersenyum
Mampu untuk hanya senyum
Bibir diketam lidah terkelu
Soalannya diutarakan
Mungkin tersedar aku menyepi
Atau mungkin riang berbicara
Sepatah-sepatah kujawab
Berselindung dibalik getaran suara
Agar tiada hati yang terluka.

Sincere enough?

I have never felt so sincere in a while
Too sincere to a point of uncovering myself
Showing my deepest flaws
It was an unusual event
Very unusual
I shall remember that day
but was it enough?
Enough to scrape the dirts off the truth?

:)

Double Bond Love

Are hearts meant to be broken?
Are tears meant to fall?
Is love meant to be cheated?
or is it meant to be shared with all?
No hearts want to be broken
Neither they want to be cheated

You and me are different
You and them are different
But we ended up being equal

What is the meaning of SPECIAL
When I am equaled?
What is the meaning of ONLY
When there are two?

Rumit

Wajahnya macam mencuka
Adakah dia masih meragu
Pada kasihnya yang utuh setia?
Katanya tidak
Namun jelas terpancar dikala bersendirian
Berlaga di akal fikiran
Adakah dia bersedih?
Jawabnya tidak dan dia bergembira sambil berlalu pergi
Tetapi jauh dipenjuru bumi
Kelihatan dia menangis seorang diri
Bersama teman dia gembira
Bersama malam dia berdiam sahaja
Membohong saja pada dirinya
Walhal sukma meggelodak sentiasa
Adakah kau sayang padanya?
Iya katanya
Tetapi kau menderita?
Sepi... tanpa kata
Berperang dengan hati dan realiti
Sukar untuknya mempercayai
Kerna jarang sekali dia silap menilai dan mengerti
Benarkah semudah itu dia melupakannya?
Tentunya tidak
Hati yang terluka
Walau dijahit
Kekal berparut selamanya
Umpama titisan tangisan
Menitis pada helaian kertas
Kering namun kekal berkesan

Tidurlah sayang
Lupakan lukamu
Keringkan airmatamu
Semoga esok kau melakar kisah hidup yang baru
Walaupun berparut ia masih cantik dan kuat sepertimu.

Gina

Assalamu'alaikum w.b.t.

Siang malam silih berganti
Kasih sayang tiada ganti
Di mana ingin kucari
Si kekasih pujaan hati

Kecil molek berbulu putih kelabu
Lembut manis ramah dan gebu
Setia bersama setiap waktu
Gembiraku tangisku kau ada selalu

Goodbye my lovely Gina
I hope you will be in good hands
Endless love from me to you
Through prayer i will reach you.